♥ ♰ ♥maxine Booth

love you forever mom.xxx

well mom im going tomorow for my tattoo for you i hope you can come along to to watch he does it right im excited now but i will be so scared tomorow but it will be worth it,its your birthday tomorow i cant belive it another birthday without you.well mom did my flowers on wesneday i really enjoyed it but not happy with my flowers but i will try again i will put the flowers on here to show you well i know you can see them anyway.hayden is doing well on the toilet iv had no wet trousers and iv had dry nappies for about 5 days now.well im of now loads to do love and miss you mo .ill come and show my tattoo to you tomorow.xxxxxxx

Channelle Booth (Daughter) May 15, 2009

An Ocean of Grief


I cautiously watch the water as it moves along the shore
creeping closer to the sand around my feet.
Beyond the crashing waves, where the water is deepest green
the ocean mirrors the depths of my grief.

My grief is like the ocean, sorrow coming in like waves,
sometimes gentle like a ripple on the sea.
Other times it just engulfs me with crushing waves of sadness
and undertows of despair pull down on me.

Some days I wade out in it, splashing memories with my feet,
recalling days of sunshine on my face.
Stepping through the foamy edges never venturing out so far
that larger waves can threaten their embrace.

Then when I least expect it this freak of nature soaks me
in reality so painful that I fall.
The sorrow and the anger that I've fought with day to day
surge through me in a tidal free-for-all.

One day when I'm much stronger and my grief is not so new
I'll swim just like I used to do before.
I'll take pleasure in the memories,
and tread water in those places
that we can't share together anymore.

by Ferna Lary Mills

Love Liz x

Elizabeth Maxwell May 8, 2009

love and miss you.xxxxxxx

oh well mom i have potty trained hayden i was not looking forward to it but it was easy well hes done all the hard work really.i have done another flower arangement you would be so proud well i hope you would i will have to put them on here for you.well its been 10 years today for neils dad can you belive it mom i cant dont know where its gone and it seems to be getting faster i wish time would slow down mom.well im going to have a look at my tattoo for you tomorow i hope you come with me to have a look i hope it looks good aswell.well im of now loads to do and not enough time.love you always mom.xxxxxxxxxxxx

Channelle Booth (Daughter) May 7, 2009

3RD MAY 2009

♡ The Hearts Library..... ♡

By Sarah Blackstone.


Imagine if I was given one moment,
just a single slice of my past.
I could hold it close forever,
and that moment would always last.

Id put the moment in a safe,
within my hearts abode.
I could open it when I wanted,
and only I would know the code.

I could choose a time of laughing,
a time of happiness and fun.
I could choose a time that tried me,
through everything I've done.

I sat and thought about what moment,
would always make me smile.
One that would always push me,
to walk that extra mile.

If I'm feeling sad and low,
if I'm struggling with what to do.
I can go and open my little safe,
and watch my moment through.

There are moments I can think of,
that would lift my spirits everytime.
The moments when you picked me up,
when the road was hard to climb.

For me to only pick one moment,
to cherish, save and keep,
Is proving really difficult,
as I've gathered up a heap!

I've dug deep inside my heart,
found the safe and looked inside,
there was room for lots of moments,
in fact hundreds if I tried.

Am building my own little library,
embedded in my heart,
for all the moments spent with you,
before you had to part.

I can open it up whenever I like,
pick a moment and watch it through,
My little library acts as a promise,
I'll never ever forget you


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LOVE JUDE. X
♡

Jude Swaddle May 3, 2009

Sent with love ♥
Why is our heart breaking.
When we think of you,
Why is our body aching
With our memories so true,
⋱♥⋰
Why did you have to go,
We need you now today,
Its because we love you so,
In each and every way,
⋱♥⋰
We will try and keep on going,
We will try to keep so strong,
But you should be here beside us.
In our home where you belong.
⋱♥⋰
Written by Jan Morris
⋱♥⋰

Stephanie Sister Of Stephen Morrison (Friend) May 3, 2009

love you always.xxxxx

hi mom how are you im fine well i say fine i have to be i hope you did come to see me on my birthday like leanne said the time is going so quick and it is like we have no time to grieve for you cause it is all happening so quick.you would be so proud of me mom with my flowers mom im really enjoying it you would of to iv got some photos i will have to put them on here for you.well mom i have been potty training hayden he has done ever so well i did not think i would do it cause he never liked the toilet at all he would scream now i cant keep him of there and iv done it all in a day and half i cant belive it.well what do you think about leanne being pregnent again mom i am pleased for her but i just wish we could get back to how we was there just seems to be something stopping her for some reason but still i will be here for her she knows that it just hurts me mom.well im of then love you loads and loads.xxxxxoh yes mom i having your tattoo done hopefully on your birthday.xxxxxxxxxx

Channelle Booth (Daughter) May 3, 2009

Mum
A Mother’s touch, a Mother's kiss,
A grieving Daughter, you're greatly missed.
An empty house, an empty chair,
A Mother’s love, no longer there.

A broken heart, tear filled eye,
Another soul to fill the sky.
Many memories in my mind,
Sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry.

The times we shared, the laughs we had,
Things I miss when I think of you.
knowing that's all I have to hold on to
is the memories of my mother, yes you.

Missing your laugh, I will never again hear.
That is the reality that fills me with fear.
No more smile on your face,
No more warmth of your embrace.
I live my life not knowing when
I will experience your laughter again.
Until that day I live in hope that
you are with me when I cannot cope.

Wendy Heart Broken Wife Of Carl (Friend) April 30, 2009

I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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Xxx Elaine Riley Xxx (Friend) April 28, 2009

for you mom xxxxx

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I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.
Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?
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We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.
So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.

ჱܓ

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Leanne Booth (Daughter) April 27, 2009

mom its just not the same xx

well mom i did say the other day i would come back on but with one thing and another i never got chance. well im here now and what a week as you saw some really horrible lads beat up wade on monday night and for no reason just so they could film it on there phones they punched him then kicked him i had to take him to the hospital and he broke his nose and chipped his tooth he did look a mess mom when i found him them lads are so lucky i never saw them round the street that night cause i'd have killed them for what they done to him ,as you know wade never hurts any one he doesnt go out much and then you get bullys with no respect do this to him,it will come back to them i alwasy say that what comes around goes around and beiliev me mom they got it coming big time.
well im doing ok im at the doctors next tuesday for my first midwife visit so i will let you know how it goes im a bit more excited now than when i found out.the kids are pleased dylan things its quite interesting.
did you go and wish channelle a happy birthday ,its your birthday in 3 weeks another year gone way to fast im finding it all very hard again as the time just seems to be going to fast and we got no time to grieve for you it onlt seems like last week we said good bye to you and had to leave you.18/19 months later its still just has hard and it has got no easier living with out you i have days were i just sit and think of you all day and then i start crying i miss you so much mom all i want in the world is to have you back here and nothing any of us do will bring you home and that is hard.a lot of things have happened since you been gone and lots of them you would of been the first one i told.
did you see jack yesterday we bought him to the crem to take nans flowers for her birthday and while we was there we bought him to see you its the first time he has been there he has grown so much mom as you saw i kept telling him thats your big nanny there im sure he thought i'd gone mad he kept pointing to your angel that dad bought you im sure he knew you was there.i will always tell him about you like i do with dyaln i wont let them forget you as long as im here.dylan says your nanny with the flowers and the clouds.
well mom im gonna go now as its nearlly dinner time and im staving yet again i will be back to see you soon.
i love you mom and always will xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Leanne Booth (Daughter) April 26, 2009